At heart

Stupid effing pinky finger.

Is spontaneity lost with age? Do you have to be young in order to be reckless? A child to have hopes and dreams? Naive to be optimistic?

How do you argue the truth? How do you debate against responsibility? When the pros and cons weigh in, how do you begin to sway the unbalanced scale? How do you convince the answer to be grey when it's evidently black?

What is the worth of a loved one's smile?
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"Where is Your Heart? - Kelly Clarkson

I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream

It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me